how i make .complete gay SeXStoRY

hello is all this is my 100/: true stroy i am born in pakistan .and i have is one cousin is near to my house is boy .i am is 9 years old .he may be 15 years old .i don't know what is gay sex . because i am very young age .my cousin is boy .i am go to sport with my cousin. i am playing sports with my cousin .and another boy.when game is finish .all boy going home .and my cousin not going home .he say just wait after going .i am say ok .he put hand in my body .and slowly slowly .he get cock .and than take my paint .he put cock in me legs .when he finish he say ok go home . and when i am go out side with my cousin .and when my cousin have no person in house .he called me .come my house .he say my mom .please i wana play sports with ali .please send my house .mu mum say ok .i am going with my cousin house .he doing same everything but not put dick in my ass .just put in legs slowly slowly i am grow.and my cousin when get chance doing with me like this .but i say my cousin when i am 13 you put dick in my ass .he say no you are little .if i put dick your ass your ass is broke .whan i am 15 i avoid my cousin slowly slowly .i feel bad .if some boday look me .its no good .than i am leave my cousin but pakistan is very difficult find man for sex .sometime i am feel is very hot .and i leave already is my cousin .one day i am searching in long candle .and put my ass .i feel is good . every two and 3 day like this .but one day i am not relaxes with candle .and i am go to out side and buy one cucumber and go wash room and put my ass .all and than i am see to much breeding in my ass .i wash every thing .after few mints breeding is stop i am doing like this is 24 years .and after i am come to paris .one day i am see gay movies .and i get i side is gay .and i am see to much man .i send message man.one man is reply i talk to with man .he say send my your phot .i send he see i wana meet you tomorrow .and i wana fuck you .i am say ok .he give me a number .all night i am happy tomorow man put cock in my ass .i am very happy .i ask man i am doing sex where .he tell me paris one place .he say here is gay culb .i wana fuck you there .i am say ok .tomorrow i am going is meetro stop .when person wait me .i call man .he say sorry i am not come .like work problem .i am say ok and i am self search this gay club .and after 30 mins i find .and i am go in to the club .and i am look to much man .one man come my side .and say are you ok .i am say yes .he say come with me .i am going with man .is one cabine and than men kiss me i am also kiss man .and after i suck man cock .i feel it very good .after when is finish .and i am go out side .and after few hour i am come back doing same like this anthor man .like one two weeks like this .one day one man put cock in my mouth .and after man lick my ass .i feel very good .and yhan man say you band and put cock in my ass .is to much pain .but slowly slowly i feel is very good and .after i go home .and anthor day i search anthor culb internet .than i go i m doing culb like this with 3 man .difrent difreant time .now i am 26 every week i am going and some man fuck me .i am very happy in paris .now i am complete gay now i want is gay boy friend .