Finally Cuckolded? SeXStoRY

have been into the cuckold lifestyle for years. Roughly close to ten. I find it highly erotic. In fact, the most erotic thing sexually, in my opinion, is cuckolding. Like many of you I have surfed the net, read stories, browsed pictures and videos, all to satisfy the craving and sexual power associated with being a husband of cuckoldress. Most websites, in what I’ve seen and read, associate being a cuckold with being lesser than. I disagree. I have been married for fifteen years to my wife. A few years ago I broached the topic of sharing her with another man. She was reluctant, to say the least. Making a long story short, which actually took years to complete, we decided to take that leap. After we started playing with men I found myself drifting, mentally and physically out of the encounters. I would focus on my wife. Her emotions and the way her lover fucked her, and how she would reach orgasm and cum. Basically, she fucked him differently than me. I was intrigued, jealous, insecure and yet, extremely aroused. What I discovered is that I love sharing my wife. That I would much rather jack off than have sex. What I also discovered is that I didn’t quite want to be involved in the traditional sense, and I wanted a more submissive role within our playing. What I wanted – was to have a cuckoldress, and explore the lifestyle that I had spent years jacking off to mental images of. But it wasn’t until recently that I took that step. That disclosure step, which was met with a lot of confusion, if more than anything. But, none the less, we, or more of I, have taken the lead. My wife and I started seeing “Mark.” Mark is older, yet experienced in couples. He also has a dominate side, which is prevalent with the ladies. As I write this, Mark has been fucking my wife for over a year. But, my cuckold desires have been slow to form. I have yet to participate fully. I prepare her for her date, which is more intimate than anything. Shaving her legs, applying lotion, and most recently, shaving her pussy. She’s always had a natural pussy. Untrimmed and untouched. My wife discovered that Mark enjoys a trimmed or shaved pussy more than her normal, natural state. So, one evening she asked me to shave her at Mark’s request. So, it’s become more of a regular thing now for her and our preparation for her fucking. During her encounters I mostly I sit in an adjacent room jacking off, surfing porn, and occasionally peeking as Mark fucks her. I have been involved in clean up duties, as he cums on her breasts or from her pussy also. I guess what I seek, and I don’t know if it can be fully obtained, is a sexual cuckold relationship with my wife. One where she takes the lead, issues appropriate humiliation, regularly enf***es the fact she has a lover with a larger cock (that makes her cum vaginally), notices men, makes dates, and reiterates her sexual dominance and power. I desire boundaries and direction; told not to jack off or to watch as she fucks Mark. This latest encounter happened Saturday the 25th. My wife got into the shower as I shaved her legs. Sexually she was excited, for it had been close to two weeks since her last orgasm, which came at the hands, or should I say mouth, of Mark. Mentally though, she was a bit strained from work. After her shower I applied her lotion of choice. This week, Orange Sapphire from Victoria Secrets. She dawned a little bikini top and panty set that Mark had gotten for her a few months before. Black with red trim. Very sexy. Added with a simple white tee-shirt. I settled into my office chair, nude, with a limp cock that I began to play with. My wife came in and kissed me then proceeded to the door where Mark was waiting, leaving the office door half way open – which left a good view of the f****y room, in particular the couch, where they begin their playtime, mostly. I could hear the door open and kissing sounds as Mark entered. “Wow, don’t you look good,” I heard Mark say as sounds went quite – again. They’re kissing. My cock started to harden as I surfed various web sites and watched for a quick moment as my wife led Mark by the hand to the end of the couch, which was out of my direct view. They talked and laughed and caught up. It had been a couple weeks since they’ve seen each other (they usually see each other weekly). Soon the talking faded. It’s that silence that drives you crazy. That urge to peek at what they’re doing. But I resisted. I sat there, like a good “cuckold” and jacked my cock – to silence and the mental images that are associated with. I would hear slight laughs, talking, but nothing I could determine. But, lacking a true cuckoldress I folded. I gave in. I gave into temptation. I leaned forward in my chair a saw my wife sucking Mark’s cock as he lay on the couch with his head back. I stoked myself as my wife sucked and played with his balls. I loved it!! It never gets old, seen that, or oh-hum. My heart raced, as always, as Mark’s hips elevated slightly, fucking her willing mouth. I settled back and browsed video’s at X-hamster, the cuckold section, of course. I searched and the silence from the other room was defining. My palms became wet with a slight shake. The stroking was a bit more easy due to the natural lube. I found a video. One of “Jan B.” I love her videos. The way she feeds, directs, counsels and commends her cuckolds as they clean her fucked pussy. As I clicked on the video I heard slight moans coming from the f****y room. My temptation overtook, yet again. I leaned forward and saw my wife on top of Mark riding him. Her arms were above his head, her full 36D breasts swaying in his face as his body and hers worked in motion. It was her moans I heard, as I could tell from her flush face. Continuing in the undisciplined fashion I stood up from my chair and approached the door, trying to blend my body into, all the while keeping focused. I could see her ass jiggle against his jock as he fucked her, and as she fucked him. He always makes her cum with his cock, something I can’t. Being on top is her favorite, and something we don’t do much anymore. She’s on top a lot with Mark. From my view I continued to jack my cock, which by now, leaked pre-cum from the live sex show I was witnessing. My wife had a flush face a slight smile when all of a sudden she caught me. She turned her head to the right – and smiled. They stopped fucking for a moment when she whispered something to Mark, then calling me out of my room. Mark smiled and said, “It looks likes someone liked what they saw,” referring to my hardon which bounced as I approached them both –his cock still inside her. My wife lifted off Mark’s cock and said, “Why don’t you suck on him?” She leaned forward and started kissing Mark as I knelt down between his legs, with his right leg off the end of the couch allowing me access. His cock is big. Eight inches, as he claims. I’m sure he’s correct. I could see a faint white line around the base. I told you she liked being on top with him. I put Mark’s cock inside my mouth. I could taste my wife. I could only get about one quarter of it in. I licked his cock tip, his cock base. “Do you like it?” My wife asked. I did, and do. I’ve sucked cocks before, a few times with her, as she finds bi-men a major sexual turn on. A few times in the past I have sucked cock with her as we all played together with men that she’s fucked. The older I’ve gotten though the more I do really enjoy sucking cock. My wife was kissing Mark when I leaned up and saw her pussy, which was hung open, just a few inches from the tip of his cock. Placing a hand on her butt I guided her down and placed his cock inside her. Upon insertion a sloshing sound was heard. Slowly his cock disappeared into her pussy and soon he was completely inside of her. My wife motioned me with her left hand. We shared a kiss as Mark began to slowly fuck her, making our lip contact shaky, which was fueled by her breathing that changed to slight sighs. “Lick him while he fucks me,” she said with a choppy whisper. With her direction she guided me back down to her ass. I buried my nose in it. Mark fucked her and I tasted him (and my wife) as she directed me to. I could feel Marks hand as he pressed the back of my head, which f***ed my face into her ass and pussy, and his cock, as they fucked. Soon, my wife began to bounce her hips hard, grinding them forward each time she landed. “Ohhhh..” Followed by, “Ohhhh… Ohhh…” As her body stopped, while Mark continued to fuck her. She was cumming. Marks cock became extremely wet as my wife f***ed herself on top, as he continued to thrust. My nose, mouth, chin all covered with my wife’s orgasm at the hands of another man. I could hardly maintain my worshiping position as she was so close to the base of his cock. Slowly my wife eased off Marks, still showing signs of her trembling orgasm. Mark guided her around where she sat on his face. “Ohhh..!” My wife said with a jump. I’m assuming he tried licking her clit which is very sensitive after cumming. Slowly my wife closed her eyes as she sat on top of Marks face, her face red and flush. “You need to suck on him again,” My wife said to me. Again I knelt between Mark’s obliging legs and took his cock in my mouth. Reminisce of my wife still present. I sucked the best I could as she massaged his balls and then began jacking him off. “Look how big he is,” My wife commented as I watched. Soon I attended to the tip and head area only, tasting his pre-cum as my wife continued stroking him. Marks sounds, though muffled into her pussy, were noticeable. His legs began to tighten. I was till tending to his cock head when my wife said, “Move over..,” as she placed her left boob around his cock head. I saw both of Mark’s hands around her butt, forcing her down on top of him. That, combined with muffled pussy licking and breathing led to streams of hot cum shot against her left breast. My wife moved, rubbing both Mark’s cock and cum all over both of her tits. Mark’s cum was clear, some thick, as he slowly regained himself after shooting four big loads. I helped my wife to her feet and the sight of her cum drenched boobies where incredible! “Come here,” She said, taking me to the other end of the couch, next to Mark’s head. “Sit down,” She said, holding her left cum covered breast with her right hand. She smiled. “Clean me off,” my wife instructed, placing it inside my mouth. I felt awkward as I licked her cum covered breast, mostly because Mark was there, watching. But I loved the thrill. I felt kind of humiliated, and very aroused. “You need to cum, so start jacking off,” My wife said into my ear. I touched my hard cock, which had maintained its complete stiffness since being caught looking earlier. I jacked myself with my wife’s cum covered breasts in my mouth and all over my wife. I cleaned her up as directed. I enjoyed it. It felt so wonderful cleaning her lovers cum and jacking off for both of them. But soon, the breast worship stopped as I was close to my climax. My wife repositioned herself with her boobies on top of my cock, snaking them with each jack. “You’re going to cum on my boobs and clean them, aren’t you?” My wife suggested. That was all that it took. I released. I came so hard. I jacked myself all over her previously splattered tities. Soon, as the last shot fired she nestled up towards my mouth and placed her left boob upon my lips. “Clean me up now,” She said, her hand underneath. “Can you taste yours and Marks cum?” She asked. Yes I could. It was marvelous. Her cum covered tities were something of beauty. Very shiny wet and erotic. I cleaned her as directed and as I’ve done many times before. Mark dressed, made a date with my wife for the following Monday, kissed her goodbye and left. For me, it was the most relative encounter in regards to cuckolding my wife has done with and to me. Licking her breasts of Mark’s cum and verbally hearing about his endowment with his presence there was humiliating. Something I’ve craved to be a part of for months. Will it continue?