I never knew SeXStoRY

I'll start off by giving some background. I went to school with this guy whom i became good friends with over the course of middle school to half of high school. He was different, I never knew or thought anything of it. We;d always hangout and spend the night at eacothers house. he had fast internet with no content block so we would always watch porn at his place and jack off in the same room. we never looked at or touched each other. Years later,I would come to know that he was gay. after senior year of HS ,we lost touch with each other and went on about our lives. one day,i found him on FB,and we started catching up and chatting. it started out innocently enough,id make joking comments on how he likes to suck cock and if he swallowed,i was curious. it eventually sparked conversation when i was horny id tell him im rock hard watching porn and he liked it. i liked it too. we soon started messaging while we jerked off, he would tell me to cum and jerk harder;I did. we exchanged phone #'s and started texting each other. Ive always been self conscious about the size of my penis. i asked if he wanted to see it, and tell me whether he thought it was desirable. i sent him a few pics of myself hard and soft,he really liked it but kept it to himself at first. we kept on texting each other dirty comments while we were both horny and masturbating. he would tell me things he liked in bed,he liked being the bitch and being told what to do. i liked that,it really turned me on to know that i was turning him on and there was a level of taboo involved,as I'm not gay,just curious. then it got even hotter and it made me so nervous but it made me feel soo good at the same time. he would say lets hangout,get a drink or something. id always hesitate. i sent a lot of sexual pics to him,it turned him on everytime. he would say fuck, im dripping now and im working. i loved teasing him like that. id even sext while at a friends house with a hardon,it was soo HOT! some day id have to go home and jerk off.i wanted him to watch me on cam. i begged for a pic of his cock,he eventually sent me one. the SEXTS became more intense,he would say to come over and he would suck me off and i could cum in his hot wet mouth while he fucked his ass with a dildo. i never met up with him. his bf ended up finding out and we cut contact with eachother,but i still fantasize about all those hot texts and conversations we had....