How Miwako Lost her Virginity at age 15. (100% tru SeXStoRY

well this story wont be nice n sext and if your tryin to rub one out forget it. Lol this wil just be an awkward story.. I was fifteen at the time. My boyfriend of nine months was s*******n. Hmmm let me tell about our first date first (lol sorry) Chris was my boyfriends name. Chris came over to my house and me and him sat in my houses' extra rooms. We played video games. Doing shy little stuff. We was still fifteen and s*******n. Then when it was time for him to go we hugged... Then kissed. We kissed for like five minutes i swear. Before this kiss i was a nice little virgin that has never seen a penis in real life. So i was feeling adventurous and curious. I broke the kiss and lifted my shirt. Even back then i had chubby c cup tits. He sucked my nipples which didnt have an effet on me. (now as you know well you prob dont but my nipplkes are quite sensitive now :D) then i looked down at his crotch. He looked down too. He started opening his pants and i dropped to my knees. When he took it out i expected sparkles and butterflies and fireworks.... After all... It was the first dick id ever seen. It must be something special since everyone talks about dick all the time. but when it came flopping out... it was justa dick. lol about five inches of cut dick. i thought that it didnt look to special. but it was my dick now. so i put my mouth on it. lol i doubt that my mouth was wet. or it prob was. i dont remember. after about half a minute of this he made me stand up and kissed me more. ha my first kiss my first nipple suck and my first time sucking a cock. lol but anywho... the virginity part. in the nine months before i lost my virgnity we ve learnt of the wonders of oral sex and swollowing cum and getting my dick sucking skills on point. lol imagine me the fifteen year old cock sucker n cum swollower. o.o we tried anal@. never went all the way in and it hurt like hell. but anyway we were planning on having sex one particular thursday but chris canceled saying he was sick. for some reason we went to pizza hut and other places. chris had a bad cold so he wass coughin n sneezing the whole time. when we got to my grandma house i basically begged him to have sex. i couldnt wait anymore. i had to see what the big deal was. so we went to the back room at grandmas house. we didnt have much time cause we had curfews. so we got naked and i laid on my back and it hit me... i was about to lose it. to someone who i thought i loved. i started breathing really hard and got very nervous. oh so very nervous...... and he got o top of me and tried to put it in. oh the pain. the pain.... lol but when it felt the slightest bit good he had to take it out. i started crying. it was such a beautiful moment. so we got dressed n kissed and left. the next day we had sex. we went to some church function and when we got to my house my parents wasnt home. so we got the pastor to drop us both off at my house. i layed him down and strattled over his dick and to my surprise it went right in. i was so wet thinking about the sex we had that whoe time at church. that feeling. omg. i ccannot describe how it felt. i cannot even fathom now how it felt. but i rode him and he came . prob about five minutes. even though that relation ship ened horribly we had our good times i suppose. he was very mentally n physically abusive. even at that young age. i blame(d) him alot for things that i went though after i broke up with him. and the views i have of men now. but im older. trying a new take on life and finding out about men on my own ........