he wanted me to sit on his lap SeXStoRY

It was my freshman year of college. I got home early from school one day. I came home to find my roommates friend at my apartment, nobody else was home. I was a little annoyed because I wanted to play some computer games and he was already playing them. I asked him if I could play but he kept saying no and wouldn't give me a chance. I hated that he wouldn't let me play but I couldn't make him. He was kind of intimidating, he was older, taller and stronger. His name was Ben, he'd been staying with us for a few days. Besides hogging the game I thought he was really cool. He was one of the few black guys in our school, he lived on campus but was always staying over our place to hang out. Finally he said I could play but he's not getting up so I'd have to sit on his lap if I wanted to play. I protested and told him to get up but he wouldn't listen to me. Whatever, I didn't know why he wanted me to sit on his lap but eventually I walked over and did it. I started playing the game but it was really hard to concentrate because he kept rubbing his hands up and down my back, then lightly around my waist and the top of my thighs. I didn't know why he was doing this, he's not gay I was thinking to myself why is he acting like this? I felt him begin to rock a little, bouncing me up and down. "stop doing that, I'm trying to play my game!" I said. He kept going, I felt his hands start to wrap around my stomach and it gave me butterflies. My penis started to grow and get a little hard. Now I wasn't ok with this, I tried to get up but he easily pulled me back down with his arms wrapped around my stomach. I struggled to get off his lap but he was way bigger and stronger than me and kept pulling me back down. Now I started to notice something hard growing under my butt. "What are you doing? I'm not gay!" I said. "Neither am I" he said. "It's not gay for you to just sit on my lap, don't you want to play your game?" "yea" I said "I just don't see why I have to sit on your lap, whatever, just stop bouncing, it's messing me up." I kept playing. His hands kept exploring, I felt them begin to gently pass over my inner thighs and begin to rub up and down over my crotch. "Stop that" I pushed his hands away but kept playing the game. They slowly creeped back over, I began getting hard again. Is this gay? Im thinking to myself, I don't think it's gay if he's just touching me, I thought. I heard my zipper opening and my button popping open, now only the thin fabric of my boxers were between my now fully erect dripping penis and his teasing fingers. I couldn't concentrate at all anymore. now I was just pretending to play the game while my attention was consumed by his big hands fondling me. no more fabric protecting me, it was just his hands now. Slowly playing with my balls while jerking my penis. Now it was me rocking on his lap, it felt so good, my dick was leaking all over his hands. I was embarrassed and worried I might cum all over myself but then he stopped. He stood up, which in turn made me get up. He told me to take off my pants. I said "no, I'm not gay" and tried to walk away but he took hold of my wrist and pulled me face to face with him. "What are you doing? Let go of me!" I said. "Take off your pants!" he repeated. To be continued...