in love with a prostitute pt 2 SeXStoRY

Pam and i are finaly done so i think. I cant stop thinking about her and how good she suck my cock. I want too delete the video's we made but just too weak too get it done. If i didnt watch the video's some time i think the transition would be a lot easer.All we do now is argue. Well i always start it. I call her names and then call back say im sorry and tell her i love her plus give her money for nothing. That went on for a few weeks,the last time i gave her 50 bucks too help pay her rent. Everything was ok for a while about 5 or 6 days when her coworkers name came up and i had too ask are u fucking him she of corse said no and thats when the drama started.This was last wednsday and we been at it every sence. In case u didnt read the 1st part, ya see Pam is a white woman im a black male im 34 she 47. She moved here too SC 12 yrs ago we meet the secound day after her arrival started fucking the next day. She sucked my cock soon as i it pulled out after knowing her for about 30 hrs. Anyway we dated for 3 mouths and i broke it off because i knew she was nothing but a white trash whore. I no thats harsh words and im sorry if i offended anyone. The truth is most white women not all of corse but most white women that date black men are hoes. At least 75 percent of them. This whore called me one nite too pick her up from a motel where this black guy from ohio was staying that she claimed was just a friend. I picked her up she was mad as hell saying he pissed her off about something with very little detail, thats when i droped her sorry ass. The nerve of this whore calling me too a motel too pick her up after being with another man.The next day i told her i was back with my ex,yep i lied but it worked.Pam is a very sexaul person this hoe will fuck u any where suck yo cock any where in the day time it doesnt matter. Word of warning too most guys with a woman that will fuck and suck any where any time she aint nothing but a whore trust me. Pam got a very big pussy i mean huge. Iam not big as u can tell in my video's but even still i no a big pussy when i enter one ok. So as time went on i would hear from her from time too time. One man after another getting pregnant loosing babies, at least 5 as i no of.She came by one day wanting 15 dollars i give it too her. She cme back the bext day thats when my neighbour told me she was in the hood buying crack and he had been with her smoking crack. Turns out she meet the wrong man and got on d**gs. This happens too a lot of white women involed with the wrong black guy, You see them in most cites at nite walking the street turning tricks for a little money. Look at my video's those are mostly crack whores. The next time she came by wanting money a few days later i told her sure if she suck my cock. She said pull yo pants down. It felt kinda funny at first tricking with a ex girl friend but i got over it. We made a lot of video's with her sucking my cock and a few fucking. I post one from time too time but have too take it down because she wants it down. Theres one name fucking big pussy hooker posted. You cant get a good look at her face so she dont mind it being posted. She dont like the tittle but its the truth.So as time went on she would get in and out of relationships come around too fuck my relationships up heal up and move on. The last 2 yrs we was in a prostitution thing. She call it 2 friends helping eachother out lol. For some reason after talking too her on the phone everyday hearing all her problems i got tired of hearing all the lies. Lies about men. She was living with a guy she dated for 5 yrs he's on crack but she dont fuck him or suck him or smoke crack. She started dating his cousin so i said u fucking 2 cousins she got mad as hell. Now she working with a guy she claim she only fucked 2 yrs ago but now they ride too work together and spend a lot of time together but no sex. We fell out about that lie and been out every sence. Am i wrong for not believing her.The sad thing is even tho this whore is a whore and a lier i still got deep feelings for her, i no a lot of hookers but i dont be on the phone with them i see them when i see them. Im in love with this whore and catching hell breaking free.