Sissy seeded by a black man SeXStoRY

Hi there this is an honest, very explicit account of how i first got hooked into loving and adoring black men. If anyone is interested i will follow this post with my later varied experiences of how this has further developed. Firstly i am a 40 year old plus transgendered person living in a female role and have done most of my adult life. At the time of this experience i was a very slim size 10 and always spent hours preparing to go out socialising or dating. Over my adult life I had tried various types of relationship with varied genders and age groups but never felt fully comfortable in any situation. I have always felt best taking the girl role and cannot get erect so i am pretty useless to most females. Hence i started dating guys and experimenting with recreational d**gs to make things more comfortable down below. One week i decided to try a late night dance/sex club that catered for all genders in London to see what went on. I wasn’t long inside when it dawned on me i had a voyeuristic tendency and enjoyed watching some of the couples do their thing. I was there nearly all night and found myself mostly watching black guys with other trans -girls. I hadn’t ever mixed with black guys before and found the contrast of their physique to my little frame and contrast in skin colour very appealing, being a visual person. I didn’t have the courage to join in but decided i would return the following week fully prepared. I returned wearing a tight short classy bodycon dress, sheer stockings and high sexy shoes topped off with a short sassy hairpiece. I had a good look around the club to see who was in there and if anyone took my fancy. I was constantly harassed by guys but made it clear i was only interested in talking to a black man. I chatted to two or three and watched enthralled as a really tall black guy gently slid up behind a mature trans- girl and penetrated her whilst she sniffed poppers on her knees. I decided i would take some of my recreational powder and see if it made me feel sexy. I was trying to do it as discretely as possible and without looking properly, took too much by mistake. It wasn’t long before i felt dizzy and sick and spent ages throwing up in the loo. I felt nauseous and sat in the restroom for ages feeling very dazed and annoyed at myself. Eventually i came round a bit and realised it was the tall black male i was watching earlier looking after me. We got chatting a bit and he said his name was Paul and that he regularly attended the club and often saw people overdo things. I still didn’t feel too good so told him i was going back to my hotel round the corner. I was a bit unsteady on my feet so he offered to walk me back. Once we were outside i went really wobbly and it was snowing so he just scooped me up like a rag doll and carried me back in his arms to my room safely. I felt very embarrassed but he was really easy going and said he would stay until i was fully ok. Immediately i was poorly in the loo but felt a lot better after that. I washed myself down and cleaned my teeth while Paul made a cup of tea. We chatted a little more now my head was clearer and i thanked him for taking care of me. He said i was the prettiest trans girl in the place and wanted to make sure i got back safely. I was very charmed and without a thought i nipped back into the loo and took a single measured dose of my powder and cleaned my teeth and did my hair. Very silly and vain i know. I came out of the bathroom and sat on the bed next to Paul and sipped the tea. I was shaking a little from both the chemicals and some anticipation. He put his arm around me and i looked up to him. I closed my eyes a little and slowly he leant forward and gently kissed my lips. Wow it felt amazing and within seconds i was having the best deep affectionate kiss in my life. I just automatically melted into him and we held each other really close. He was just so gorgeous i secretly hoped he wanted to stay the rest of the night with me. He was extremely tactile and obviously very experienced with transvestites and transsexuals. It wasn’t long before i was caressing his lovely silky black body and he had me down to my stockings and bra. It felt lovely as i just relaxed under the influence of the powder and he started to gently finger my tight little ***. I had never felt this wanton and horny before and whispered in his ear that i would love to lick and suck his **** and balls if he was ok with that. He said it was one of his biggest turn ons and with that i automatically fell to my knees as he slid out his lovely large thick black **** and huge heavy balls. I had never seen or experienced anything quite like it before but i was under his spell and started licking his balls and shaft erotically whilst looking him n the eyes. It was at that moment i remembered he had penetrated the mature girl earlier but i wanted him so bad i didn’t care. In fact he tasted so good i tried to deep throat his member almost immediately. It took some doing but i managed it as he slowly pushed it all the way down to his huge balls. We then tried a 69 position and then gently licked each other’s ******** in turn. That sent him wild and in moments he had me picked up and flipped over. My hole was very wet from the licking and i was soon feeling his hardness pushing against my entrance. I really wanted him in me but i was just too tight for such a big **** so we laid on the bed for a break. He sidled up behind me on my side and suddenly i let out a yelp! He had got the tip in and gently he eased more and more in. It was quite painful being stretched so much but i needed to be taken fully by him. I relaxed as much as possible as he started a slow sensual rhythm. I could see his **** slide in my *** in the mirror and it looked so sexy. He kissed, nibbled and licked my ears and told me that i was the tightest he had ever known and that it felt so good when i gripped him with my sphincter muscle. He rolled me on my back and then lifted my stocking covered feet to his face and sucked my toes expertly through the nylon. He did a few more gentle strokes then i could feel him judder and in seconds i was being pumped with his hot seed. His **** then popped out with a squelch and he fell on me exhausted. I wrapped my legs round him and pulled him close to me as we had a long final sexy kiss. I then thanked him for ******* me so nicely –so silly but it just came out! We then lay back for a bit and i felt complete and very happy how the night had turned out in the end. For the first time i didn’t feel guilty or have any hang ups as it was just so right. An hour or so later he left and i packed my bags to head home too. The drive home was awful but halfway i felt a warm wet dribble in my nix and i smiled to myself as it spurted out. I even poked my finger in the patch so i could taste his *****. It was lovely and i drove home contented that i had been fully serviced by my first black lover