Mom and I SeXStoRY

This happened some years back.. my parents at the time were going through a divorce. my mom loved my dad..my dad wanted nothing to do with her cuz she is crazy. im not sure exactly how long ago i felt this way, but i developed feelings for my mother. She is 5ft 5 about 180 lbs now with enormous milky boobs. One day, my mom called and wanted me to come over for breakfast and a visit. at this point in my life at the age of 20 i couldnt take it anymore. all i do is dream of my mothers warmth and sexy body. So, i got some balls and asked her, "Mom? I need to talk to you about something important." she of course thought i was in some danger as any mom would with that sentence "No mom im fine. But its important and i need it to b just a conversation between you and me" she said ok and asked wat it was about. "It's about you mom." "ok, when will yo be here?" she replied. "ill be there in 20 mins. And mom- can u do me a favor? can you wear something sexy for me?" She asked, "like what?" "Idk.. do u have a plain white t-shirt and can u wear it with no bra? Just the shirt and panties only?" i replied. "um i dont have a white shirt." she said. i said "ok" (now my mom is not the person to wear sexy nighty's. The first thing that came to my mind was her bathrobe she always wore around the house. it was a thick long one not see though and skimpy but hey ..i though..better than nothin) so i asked her to wear the bathrobe and the bathrobe only. She agreed! When i got there she gave me a big hug and while she was cooking breakfast in the kitchen we talked about random things. As we continued our conversation, i got the courage to brush by her a few times and see if she would say anything. she didnt say a word. she bent over a few times to get something and i grabbed her but. all she did was look at me but not angrily but not a smile. i then put my hand on her butt and she was still goin on with her story. At this point i was getting a feeling she knew what i was up to. we sat down to eat and she asked me what i wanted to talk bout. so i told her how i felt about her and how she made me feel physically. she smiled and didnt say anything. I then stood up and pulled my cock out of my sweat pants and showed her my hung cock. she looked and said, "very nice matt. but im your mother" i said "i know!" I then told her it would make my world if i could see her boobs. She declined and now thought i need to somehow convince her that its ok."I dont want to have sex with you" she told me. I said, "No mom thats not what i want either" biggest lie ever!!!! i said i just want to see your boobs. She was resistant but something crossed my mind. "mom whats going happen as you get older?" i said, "you might need help bathing or showering someday so at some point im going have to see them anyway." she paused and thought for a few minutes. the longest minutes of my life! i asked her, "what if we took a shower togetehr?" she didnt say a word for a wat seemed like a long time. "Ok" she said. "But no sex! we r not having sex!" she made that pretty clear. lol so she went in and turned the water on and went the bathroom first. i then walked in when she was done and i asked if we could take off each others clothes. We did just that!! By this time i had a raging erection! my boner must have grown 5 inches longer than ever before!! We got in the shower and she had two cloths. she said we can wash each other with these. We washed all over. she even washed my ass hole and my boner in a stroking motion! i thought - what a cock tease. after a few minutes in the shower i couldnt take it any more. seeing her big boobs and sexy ass all wet drove me crazy!!! So i took my hand and gently touched her boob without the cloth. she didnt say anything so i grabbed it gently and started sucking on her boob!! she still did nothing. I did that for a few minutes and then stopped and looked at her.. "did you get any milk?" she asked. i said no and continued to fondle her breasts. i then asked her if she would touch my dick with her hand and she did but then stopped. "mom im not looking for sex" i reassured. "but could i get a blow job or a hand job?" my mom wasnt fond of it and said she needed to get out cuz she had to work. and to my question her response was, "no i wll not do that but if you really need to, you can do it yourself watching me rinse off." So.. I did!! on my way home i couldnt believe what happened. we have not taken a shower together since and talk about it once in a while. but if i ask her to flash me she will do it once in a while. At this point in my life im working on trying to get in the shower with her again!!